in the name of zero

because ms burns replied last night, i`m now up and well again. my temperature went up to exactly 39.4 degrees celcius yesterday evening around 9 pm. 6 hours earlier, it was 39.1. hot and cold don’t mix quite well. i felt both at the same time. my eyes where burning even though i was trembling like some mambo dancer on crack. i’m not attending class today coz i’m still very weak and my joints still ache.

lovesick,
- amerei

wednesday’s horoscope gave me the creeps. it would have been another shitty day at the womenagerie, that is my school, if my horoscope came true but then i had other things planned in mind, so no biggie. miss burns waved at me from afar smiling her usual cute smile and that’s what matters now over all. another girl, pamela c is also becoming quite charming recently… she smiled and waved at me too which i really think was weird coz she usually like.. doesn`t, but then that’s another story.

ok. i guess i owe it to whoever reads this a bit of backtracking on past happenings. i’ve accumulated a backlog of stories to tell and one of them is my recent run in with friends. i’ll start with the boy friends. sadly, everyone from my proper batch has graduated and suddenly, i know only a few people now at school. the campus ministry office where me and my old friends usually hung out is pretty much deserted now if we count the campus ministers out. ski, my former org is under new leadership. god forbid, the glory days are over. new applicants would eventually replace the old members … . i’m not a member anymore though so it doesn`t really matter now does it ?

as for the girl friends, they just keep on becoming cuter and cuter every year. lots of sophisticated young bloods prancing around campus too. jesus christ! they are such temptations! the sad part is, my jokes have become too old to have any effect whatsoever on them girlies. shit. if i could only live my life between my legs.. i’d die a happy guy.

backtracking a bit more, i enrolled in the wrong classes. twice. goddamnit! the first few days of class have been days of just roaming around carrying enrollment papers and appreciating the beauty of feminism while doing it. it seemed quite fair on my part.

i’ve recently been logging more and more into my windows box for only one reason. warcraft - frozen throne. another swell game idea from the game gods over at blizzard entertainments. they never cease to amaze me. the cinematics are one thing, combine that with carefully researched storyline and ground breaking game design and graphics, what do you have? the best, fucking, build and destroy strategy game ever since starcraft - broodwar, which is by the way, also their game release. unfortunately, i don’t exactly have a decent computer to give warcraft any justice.

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what i’ve done for free software recently…

1) dev-python/gnome-python-2.10 ebuild accepted.

from http://gentoo.kems.net/gentoo-portage/dev-python/gnome-python/ChangeLog

22 Jun 2005; Bryan Østergaard
+gnome-python-2.10.0.ebuild:
Version bump, new ebuild by stefanie in bug 88900.

2) i’m now part of the chix devel team. (http://chix.sourceforge.net) my handle is stefanie.

chix is a c interface to the chikka protocol. chix_gaim is a plugin to add chikka functionality to gaim.

3) submitted a new ebuild for gdesklets that handles more dependency checking. click here

things are really taking a turn for the worse. my uncle’s staying at our house this week well, until his medical check up this coming monday but i really wish he would go the fuckhome already! i’ll tell you why.

his constant coughing and spitting makes me wanna throw up. it’s so disgusting. seriously. he even has a small tupperware container where he would collect his spit. i dont wanna go near that thing.

since we have no vacant rooms where he could sleep, he made his bed at our living room.

he now owns our television set. i mean … usually.. i would just go to the living room, pick up the remote control and channel surf.. now i hafta ask for his permission before turning the set on. also, i can’t listen to shows with my normal volume anymore. apparently, that rule doesn’t apply to him for he watches whatever show he wants… with any volume he wants… whatever time he wants…

his choice of show really pisses me off too. religious shows mostly… lots and lots of preaching … testimonials from present day evangelists. and sappy filipino drama and comedy at channel “cinema one”. i woke up this morning to the sound of some nut crack yapping about god, religious conversion and stuffs like that at an obscene volume for that hour of the day… only 6:30 am.

now, whenever i cook something for myself, i hafta make extra… and prepare and serve him his helping too. dammit.

his voice is irritating.

he keeps using my slippers! without my permission.

he hasn`t taken a bath nor brushed his teeth for three days already.

moreover,

my pet doggie is sick. poor baby.

my hair sucks.

haven`t recieved any text messages from special “someones” recently. .. (miss burns texted tonight though)

my school now has evening classes till 830 pm. who`s idea is it this time ? and hey, classes now start at 7 am sharp.

i want to punch some faces at the finance office. a girl and a gay.