once again, it’s up to me
just when i was getting sore and bitchy while waiting for steph’s reply … it came. so now i’m three pesos less of load but three times happier. i don’t know why i did it. but i asked for her celphone number again from my friend and sent her a crude, imprompt letter.. greeting her and at the same time wishing her goodluck for the finals… funny thing is, finals end tommorrow. usually, i would just drop the issue, don’t ask me why i didn’t. think of this as a blogging moment … and i wish i would experience more of it as time passes by. we’ll just hafta see where this leads to again. i’ll stick around long enuff to see things develop.. so for now, i guess i’m back to texting her again … here to stay. and it sounds like a very good idea, even if things are still a bit shaky and fragile…
she was semi-apologetic for replying insanely late…(or at least i think she was) dont wanna go into details about that, but in the end, the reasons had nothing to do with me after all. needless to say, i’m quite ecstatic she did the thing she did tonight. it was soo sweet of her to say those words to me _after all the time_ we spent being quiet. i have lots of question to ask her… and lots of stories to tell in exchange. overall, this still bothers me, “how does she feel now that i’ve texted her”?
oh well, a quote by alexander smith:
much thanks to lyntut for giving me support.
