oh my goddess
every once in a while… i enter into a despression-laden slump that i find absolutely hard to shake off. sadness is the very reason why i like to do stuffs, but sometimes … it’s also the reason for the very opposite of that feeling of inspiration.
running stressed and depressed for two days, i finally hit my peak last friday when i got sick. only a slight fever but then my body was aching all over so most of the time, i was just in bed trying to sleep things away (to no avail) coz first, i was feeling hot and cold at the same time. two, my back, joints.. everything ached. and three, i somehow get dizzy easily whenever i try to stand.
so last night, miss steph called to inquire some things about the automated voting system that my cs group proposed last sem. wow. her mere call worked faster than any medicine i took. so much for paracetamol. so i guess i’ll be taking a long break from linux and the random things i do in it now. perhaps erase gentoo also to make way for microsoft windows and visual foxpro. with gentoo around, i’ll really get distracted and i don’t want that to happen. continuing the automated voting system for her is more important and satisfying than any other work i’ve ever accomplished.
no regrets,
- niel
