in the name of zero

first and foremost, let me just say that “girls and DoTA” don’t mix.

last friday, i thought i’d treat myself to a hearty game of warcraft at the cheapest rate internet cafe in town (which is only a few walks away from university). i fired up ggclient, and went to play with random people in the public room. a few minutes into the game, two girls came in and occupied the units opposite to where i was sitting. they were giggling to much for their own good… and were obviously excited. i couldn’t see what’s going on in their monitors, but i heard them whinning a few gazzillion times over the fact that the heroes they were controlling died because opponents were cheating in the game.

inside, i was like.. “holy crap! please just go home and practice how to become good mommies someday will ya!?”

yeah…. oh, and girls who bounce when they giggle are stupid.

[ tangrams ]

emerge gtans

will keep me occupied for the time being….

gotta love angela! if god permits… i’d like to offer her a ring someday.

ok, so from where i stand, this is confidential information.

_she_ texted me a month back, about girls, preferring an almost godly finesse of “gentlemenship”. i guess, with every intention to hurt. arguably, it’s a given that _she_ didn’t mean to hurt me. not that it matters, coz i’m here writing this entry now with a hurting heart anyway. sadly, just as i was about to get accustomed to the usual treatment i experience because of her obsession with studying, _she_ came out on the open and nailed me slowly on my tracks with some short text darts. insinuating, yes. and being hard headed and persistent was an option at that time too. i do realize, that even if it took me three fourths of an entire school year to come up with this pre-valentines entry, i’ll still be labeled as an insensitive jackass sour-graping on the pathetic outcome of his own clueless actions. it’s everyone’s prerogative.

now here’s a girl who wants to prove a lot of things about herself. almost seductive (honestly speaking). my infatuation (oh god) has somehow subsided.